Dear readers, I continue to introduce you to excerpts from my book "Angels drink milk".
eanwhile,
in one of the American States, in a hospital, a mother for the last time clutched in her hands a tiny hand of her baby
girl. She would have to let her go to the
land of Angels forever. Only God and her family knew how difficult the girl
got to their family: all these procedures, years of infertility…And now she must die.
"Will you sign the papers on the removal of organs for donors?"
"Yes, put them here and give us another half hour alone
with our daughter."
What this woman had to go
through was difficult to describe and understand. Tracy and her husband Tom
went through several procedures of injecting sperm into the uterine cavity in
order to conceive their baby, and before that they've been preparing for a long
time and underwent different treatments. When it seemed that all the
difficulties were behind, around the middle of pregnancy, they learned the
terrible news: their unborn child has a rare genetic disease-the absence of brain lobes and some skull
bones. They were not formed in the mother's womb at the initial stage of
development and will never be formed again. Such children, if they are born,
live for literally a few days. When the first tears and shock passed, the
doctors offered to terminate the pregnancy, but the term was too long, there
could be risks for the mother's health…
After a week of thinking,
Tracy decided to give birth to this
girl, not because she was afraid about herself, but because she decided that
her baby should give life to other babies, more precisely, not a life, but the
possibility of it. It might sound even creepy, but the parents agreed to make
the baby an organ donor. However,
Tracy and her husband did not even think until the birth that it would be so
difficult to part with their sweet, special girl, that they would love wholeheartedly after birth,
despite the external deformities.
Only a mother's heart can be
so love, so torn apart! The daughter was born by cesarean section; the doctors'
forecast came true completely, but she surprisingly wanted to live and lived in
this world for almost a week, although it was very difficult for her. The
doctors hurried and insisted on letting her go as soon as possible, but her
parents were still postponing it, unable to get enough of their precious
daughter.
"You are my angel, my girl, and I am so sorry for you…" wailed the inconsolable mother. "How beautiful you are!"
The baby was named Kelly. Her
face was out of proportion and distorted because of the missing part of the
brain and bones, but the smile was completely unearthly, as if an angel lived
in a small body and smiled at everyone around him sincerely and kindly. It was
as if she was saying, "Momma, don't worry. I am sent to you on purpose to
bring with my love and huge Heart you and Papa together with people who need my
kindness. I will definitely return to you, only in a different guise. Don't cry, mom, you can't help me
anymore, but together we will become an
incredible Force and give our warmth to many people, and the sick children will Live, I will
disappear into them."
How much light and life-giving
power was there in that smile, pure, bright, and sinless. The mother couldn't
make up her mind to take this last step.
"I will always remember you, my joy! You are the most
beautiful and strong girl in the world! With your dad we are sorry about
everything. We will definitely wait for you and give birth to you again."
These thoughts brought tears
to her eyes and at the same time made her feel calmer. Parents of the little
girl knew that no physicians and medicine could cure their daughter. May she
remain forever in their hearts and in the hearts of the people she would help.
The agitated father entered
the room where the mother was saying goodbye to her daughter forever. From
sleepless nights and unshed tears after giving birth, his eyes were red and
there were dark circles under his eyes, but he could not help saying goodbye to
his daughter. They sat next to little Kelly for another 20 minutes, stroking
her hands, kissing, crying. They even took a family photo and a selfie,
although it was insanely hard to smile
for the camera.
"Well, Princess, we say "see you Later!!"
Come back soon!"dad tried to joke, a
single tear rolling down his cheeks.
"I think it's time to
call Dr. Adams," the mother said.
They kissed the baby good-bye
and handed her over to the doctors, knowing that this was the last time they
would see her. How she smiled at them, no words could describe! Apparently
true, the baby was a real Angel!
Thanks to baby Kelly, a new
heart, kidneys, liver and stomach were received by several newborns in urgent
need of these organs, and the girl's parents received the title of "Honorary donors of the USA".
God heard their prayers, a
year and 2 months later Tracy became pregnant on her own and gave birth to a
healthy baby girl, who was also named Kelly.